As I sit here at 4am, eating cake with my fingers with tears running down my face and Futurama playing on Netflix, I'm left to wonder why I'm here and how I could do the things I've done. I'm a great person, usually, but for some reason I've ended up lying about some things I'm not proud of, and kissing another girl while Brat Girlfriend and I were dating. People say, "everyone does stupid things." People say, "forgive and forget." I've hurt my little girl, and I deserve to be hurting right now too. I can't say I like it or agree with it, but on some level I know I deserve it...
I hurt, and I want someone to come rescue me...
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